Let's See if I Remember how to do this...

HA!! I think it's kind of like riding a bike...I'll start with my usual, still not pregnant, and the dramatics are still a-flowin'!

Lost my job, bummer, but not at the same time.  I hated it there, I won't lie.  Fun atmosphere, well, it was up until about 6 months ago. All that...neither here nor there!

The wedding that I spoke about, come and gone, and yes it was all a drunken blur, just as promised! Oh ya, anyone remember me saying I was doing the cake?  Well here are the pictures:

And that Tattoo:

And the two of them together:

And I have a new GodDaughter, and I love her to pieces!!!


And tomorrow, is June 1st.  They day I said I would start taking my fertility meds again.  But I don't know if I should, because I actually "kind of" got my period on my own this month.  UGH It doesn't end!!!

Well I'm back, now that I have time again!  Leave a comment, say "Hi" let me know you aren't mad for deserting you!!

Beauty and the 20 Mile Walk....

Hi Everyone!

I’m asking for your help!  On June 26-27^th I will be taking part in an Overnight, 20 mile walk in Boston, Ma - for suicide Prevention and Awareness hosted by The American Foundation for Suicide Prevention

I was inspired to walk this and support a girlfriend, within a week; I was notified that a friend of mine had taken his own life.  This is such a tragedy, which does not discriminate against anyone.  If deeply affects all survivors.  This is just a small part I can do help raise awareness and promote prevention.

In order to be a fully registered walker, I must raise a minimum of $1,000.  Please consider visiting the following link and donating.  If I can get 50 people to donate 20.00 then I will have met my goal! Should you decide to donate, please use the link below.

Donation Link: http://www.theovernight.org//index.cfm?fuseaction=walk.supportwalker&walkerid=10015845

Thank you for your help and consideration!!!!

With Love,

Lauren

From my previous post

Like I said, I'm not pregnant. Yay...~Insert Sarcasm Here~   But I am however taking this opportunity to enjoy my life as it stands to the fullest.  As you have seen, I got a tattoo started.  I'm not taking my next round of fertility meds until I'm done with it.  I did finally pick those up yesterday.  You know, after they sat at the Pharmacy for well over a week.  I don't think Steve is overly happy about my decision to wait but after the emotional roller coaster I was on I just wanted to take a short breather.

I have my BFF's wedding coming up over Memorial Day weekend, and the bachelorette party the week before.  I wouldn't be much fun with a bun in the oven.  I wanna drink!! I know, that's selfish.  I shouldn't be doing that if I wanna get preggo...I know I know.  I do also however know that it's what I enjoy and when the time DOES come, I won't be able to do it at my leisure.  It'll have to be really planned and dare I say....controlled??!! 

I honestly will probably start the provera again June 1st. (If there's a plus side to this infertility shit, It's nice to be able to tell my body when I'm going to have my period, and not have it clue me in!) Right after the wedding and celebrations. That's said plan. 

In the mean time, I will get tattoo'd and drink and be merry, and go to the gym, and come and go as I please, and try and maintain a positive outlook on life!

I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.....kind of....

Well hello kids.  It's been a while...Allow me to let cha know whats up.

1. I'm not pregnant.  I did the metformin, I did the provera, and I did 100 mg X 5 days, went to the dr. every other day for 2 weeks and my stupid follicles did not cooperate.  No growing, no nothing.

So I did what any infertile would do.  I cursed God.  I cursed myself.  I considered going back to living single life.  I cried.  And then I got a tattoo.

Yup an enormous half arm sleeve.  With a Koi, Orchid, Hibiscus, waves, leaves and clouds.  All around my preexisting lone turtle. I love it.

Just the outline for now.  I should be going back this sunday to finish the outline and the shading.  Then probably next week to start the color!!!

Dear Girlparts,

Why can't you just do what you are supposed to?  I hate you.

Sincerely,
Lauren