Like I said, I'm not pregnant. Yay...~Insert Sarcasm Here~ But I am however taking this opportunity to enjoy my life as it stands to the fullest. As you have seen, I got a tattoo started. I'm not taking my next round of fertility meds until I'm done with it. I did finally pick those up yesterday. You know, after they sat at the Pharmacy for well over a week. I don't think Steve is overly happy about my decision to wait but after the emotional roller coaster I was on I just wanted to take a short breather.
I have my BFF's wedding coming up over Memorial Day weekend, and the bachelorette party the week before. I wouldn't be much fun with a bun in the oven. I wanna drink!! I know, that's selfish. I shouldn't be doing that if I wanna get preggo...I know I know. I do also however know that it's what I enjoy and when the time DOES come, I won't be able to do it at my leisure. It'll have to be really planned and dare I say....controlled??!!
I honestly will probably start the provera again June 1st. (If there's a plus side to this infertility shit, It's nice to be able to tell my body when I'm going to have my period, and not have it clue me in!) Right after the wedding and celebrations. That's said plan.
In the mean time, I will get tattoo'd and drink and be merry, and go to the gym, and come and go as I please, and try and maintain a positive outlook on life!
I think you've got a good attitude. I'm sure what you are going through is very hard, but you might as well have fun and keep yourself in good spirits!
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